责任

昨天就因为责任我打了几个小时的电话，到最后我都觉得自己很烦了，每一通电话都是讲一样的内容。打完电话过后就做自己该做的事- 印名单，算工资。。。
但，也因为几通电话和一个决定，听了很多很多的‘道理’。不知道为什么我所做的事或决定都会被否定的。没有一个地方我可以立足，难道要找一个我可以立足的地方都那么难吗？那让我觉得自己很没用似的。
如果我要求你们都给我支持，你们会吗？或者只是认同我一点点就可以。

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心情超不好，当然，被骂谁会心情好啊。但，最令我心情不好的是他说了：‘算了，讲你了也头痛。’
头痛了就不要讲好啦，也不用理算了，我就不说，不吃，当个透明人，让你觉得我不存在就得了，到时你要做什么都成。反正我有在，你好像要做什么都不能。就当我不存在，那你就不会闷了。
我做什么都是错的，做或不做都会被讲，那干嘛我还要做，问题是不做也是被骂。算了，做好我自己的本分最好，我知道自己做好就得了。不需公布天下，反正只有我自己知道。
因为星六，日都要工作，我也不晓得多久没去逛街了，有也是星四休息等到晚上他回来时出去1个多小时而已。可是那天尽然问我：‘今天那么好没去super。’
拜托，因为工作，没钱，省钱我都很多个星期六或日都没出去了，我去哪找来前几个星期都出去？什么都算了，我喜欢的东西在心里就可以了。不然等下乱乱买了又不知讲什么了，我可承受不了。

玻璃戒指

我们很久没有单独出门逛街了，所以昨天我们去sunway carnival拍拖，在商店的最高level, 看到了很特别的艺术品，那人用玻璃做成戒指，耳环，还有项链耶，我一看就很喜欢，但有点贵咯，买不下手，可能会等到下次出粮了再去吧。对它念念不忘。很精致。。。
上两个星期五是我的生日，他没有送什么特别的给我，只是跟我说他要送我的东西找不到，但昨天找到了，还把它买下送给我，当时说出了启示就是要送这给我--大头米奇。。。哈哈。。。
超开心的，但我心爱的他感冒了。。。可怜。。。要更疼他了。。
等他好转，我有空，在约他去买下我喜欢的玻璃戒指或耳环。。。

sigh.....

d 1 month lo. luckily at the last i din wait him, find other job work 1st, if not until now i still sit at home waste money...
now at music centre work d got half month d, on the other word sime darby also hole my document for 1 month d. wat the big company, do thing damn slow, wat the boss do on the top? go have dink? clubbing? chasing pretty gal?? until the inportant thing don know how to do d. forget the system d.
but, now at here quite ok, after few month may ind other better to change. all employer also see whether interviewee got experience o not. now i work to get expriencen after that get better paid...

happy...

2day i m very happy, lay khim introduce me go piona center to interview, n this afternoon i make it n successfuld... friday can start work d...
haha... happy til my mood become very very good...
i no need so worry no job d...
i can start work d....

damn hyundai...

after the manager call me ask me go interview, phone me wanna employ me nhad 2nd interview take 2 weeks...

after 2nd interview, have to go body check up, open maybank account, photocopy IC n driving licence to pass up to HQ (KL), wait til now, almost 3weeks d, also not yet confirm woth me when i start work... haiz...

even hyundai under Sime Darby, a big company, but y so slow the system, y so systematic..
haiz...
wait til very angry of them d...

me,come back d

so long time din post blog d..
2night come up to post all my stody...

after result relist, i gave myself few days holidays, then start find job d. for these times i d take time bout 2 mths to confirm i can start work d.

b4 that, parents n sister wanna me in alor star work, but i don wan. everyweek i sure will go out from home for few days only back home. when at home i also din talk so much. i don like that, some more hate it.

in bw, his mum got help me find few jobs, at home town sis n parents also got help me find, but i donlike , n don wan work in alor star. when got a person d go out to town never wan to go back to small village anymore, its true..

finally, d told them i wan work in bw, n now i also wanna start work d... haha