sigh.....

d 1 month lo. luckily at the last i din wait him, find other job work 1st, if not until now i still sit at home waste money...
now at music centre work d got half month d, on the other word sime darby also hole my document for 1 month d. wat the big company, do thing damn slow, wat the boss do on the top? go have dink? clubbing? chasing pretty gal?? until the inportant thing don know how to do d. forget the system d.
but, now at here quite ok, after few month may ind other better to change. all employer also see whether interviewee got experience o not. now i work to get expriencen after that get better paid...

happy...

2day i m very happy, lay khim introduce me go piona center to interview, n this afternoon i make it n successfuld... friday can start work d...
haha... happy til my mood become very very good...
i no need so worry no job d...
i can start work d....

damn hyundai...

after the manager call me ask me go interview, phone me wanna employ me nhad 2nd interview take 2 weeks...

after 2nd interview, have to go body check up, open maybank account, photocopy IC n driving licence to pass up to HQ (KL), wait til now, almost 3weeks d, also not yet confirm woth me when i start work... haiz...

even hyundai under Sime Darby, a big company, but y so slow the system, y so systematic..
haiz...
wait til very angry of them d...

me,come back d

so long time din post blog d..
2night come up to post all my stody...

after result relist, i gave myself few days holidays, then start find job d. for these times i d take time bout 2 mths to confirm i can start work d.

b4 that, parents n sister wanna me in alor star work, but i don wan. everyweek i sure will go out from home for few days only back home. when at home i also din talk so much. i don like that, some more hate it.

in bw, his mum got help me find few jobs, at home town sis n parents also got help me find, but i donlike , n don wan work in alor star. when got a person d go out to town never wan to go back to small village anymore, its true..

finally, d told them i wan work in bw, n now i also wanna start work d... haha

无助

昨晚所发生的事令到我迟迟未能入眠，我只好听着柔和的歌勉强帮我入眠。
躺在床上的同时，我的脑袋一只想着快乐的，害怕的，我很痛苦。我不要什么事情发生。
就算我之前看到或知道什么，我都相信他对我所说的一切，只是在骗对方，但为什么那谎言要一直说出口？那不是很矛盾吗？但我会相信他的。。。
跟朋友聊到一半时，他突然说不当我是朋友了，我很无辜，不知说错了什么，就这样定我死罪，也不知得罪了他什么。。。
就在几小时内发生了几件事情，我也不知该怎办，只有默默承受。。。

miss hubby

wednesday, his 3rd day go to work. i know he will very tired, i also got work as part time b4, but was when school holiday for few weeks o 1 mth only. but i also will know after work will very tired, i had this experience. i know wat the feeling.
cant see him also hope can listen his sound. but just now i call him he told me very tired n lazy to talk phone. i know he is tired then wanna end the call, since i am 不爽, i also will care bout him, i want him rest more, don wan him tired, its not good. i know that.
i told him frn at KL got a job, i wan listen wat he will say. but he nothin to say, still ask me faster go KL. i don wan to leave him...
even the job offer so good, but have to forgo many thing. i not dare...
i will miss die u.....

爸，我回来了。。。

妈都跟我说了，你不要读书了。。
是，我不要读了。成绩那么差再读下去也是浪费时间，钱。
都跟你说过钱不是问题。。。
就算钱不是问题，我也不要读。都21岁了，再去读书的时间也不像之前的那样那么短了。你们都不知道他们的system都换了，跟之前比真的难很多时间又长，不然我也不会全不及格，考不上了。虽然说我不是不会，而是我没有那运气，一次又一次的差几分，这是我要的吗？谁都不想这样。如果再读下去还能读什么？我绝对不要再account了。这可是害了我。
那你要怎样？
我要做工，上次妈跟我说店里都没现金了，我还读书干什么？
至少日后工作不用那么辛苦。
是这么说，但有很多大学生出来也是找不到工。还不是一样。那时是工选人，他们都怕请了的很多的人都没钱出人工给他们。他们都认为自己读很多，要求者要求那，都没有想下公司会不会这么想。
你不读还能做什么？
就找朋友问问看，他们有的都做工了。有一个还去教电脑，他说公司要人，我可以去interview。但要交通，这我都跟妈说过了。
嗨呀，你们啊。。。不管了。。。
总之，我不要读书。。。